Little thought on Monday + {in loving memory...}

Monday, February 6, 2012

Hello everyone, I thought I will only be back next Wednesday as we had long holiday here. So I presumed I would spent much quality time with my family and also friends. But I decided to write at my "little thought on Monday' column, as this column is dedicated of my weekly thought or little things that inspired me. It is going to be a little bit longer this time and not a happy reading but it is a happy ending...:)

Well, how do I start? Ok, when you read my Friday post, I was excited to host a tea party at my house for my good girl friends. I woke up at 6am in the morning which is impossible happen during the weekend. I thought I wanted to wake up early so I could prepare my ingredients, I wanted to make some kind of pasta that I am sure my good friends never taste before, because it's a dutch-Indonesian recipe that we couldn't find here in Malaysia. In the end, the tea party was never happened!

After my breakfast I had a phone call, to tell me that my good friend, the one who suppose to come to my tea party, the one that the day before told me she was so thrilled to come to my house again and spend the girly time together, was dead. She stabbed, strangled and murdered, a few hours after we said each other good bye and see you tomorrow. I am in a big lost.

I believe in God and I believe that his plan never fails us, but still so many thousand why I posted to God, it was exhausted. I am grieving, still. Therefore, our live is a journey, and she reached her destination.

-Let not our hearts be troubled. Believe in God; believe also in me {Jesus}. In my Father’s house are many rooms. If it were not so, would I have told you that I go to prepare a place for you? And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again and will take you to myself, that where I am you may be also. And you know the way to where I am going.” John 14:1-4.

She is now in heaven, saved, peace at Father's hands.

I took this photo this morning, before I went to her funeral when sunrise started approaching and I praised how great is our God to provide us the beautiful sunrise everyday, I feel blessed for the live that I had, and I feel blessed for the friendship, sorrow and laughter. She is gone and I will miss her so much, but it is not a farewell, it is till we meet again. Rest in peace my dear friend, Xo.

PS: She is the one in the middle, her name is Vivian Goh Chew Peng. I will take a break for a while and be back next week with inspiring finds as usually. Take care everyone.


  1. I have no words for this tragedy!!! don't know what to say Fenny. I wish you and all her love ones all the strength to get through this tough period of grieve.


  2. Oh my, Fenny, this is so so sad, it breaks my heart. I am with you in my thoughts and I am sending you strength and love to cope with this terrible loss. Hang in there my friend, hold on...
    Warm hug,

  3. Dearest Fenny, so sorry to hear about your loss. My thoughts and prayers are with you too. Take care there... Hugs and loves... x. Shu

  4. Fen, I just read this post - soo so very sorry about your loss. She is resting in peace.

    You take care, ok?